When you study Torah, really You study for capture You do everything you can, you absorb yourself into the Torah and the Torah absorbs you.
Your thoughts are not about Torah. Are Torah.
The Torah is not about you. Is yourself.
Your life becomes a commentary on the Torah. The Torah becomes your life.
The Torah is the wisdom of God entering this world. Because God and His wisdom are one, then you are one with His wisdom and one with Him.